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I don't know if the guys who are interested in me even read my blog and frankly I don't really care. I am tired of feeling like a wounded animal surrounded by jackals waiting for me to die!
If I tell you I just got out of a relationship, with the only man I've ever loved, and that I need time, why would you push it??
It's been about 3 months since my breakup...
I don't know if this tactic has worked on women in the past, or if you think because I'm wounded that I'm weak and an easy fuck, but all that does is piss me the FUCK Off!!
If I say I need time, guess what that means, that I fucking need time!!
I don't need anyone telling me that I have to get over it, I'll get over it when I'm fucking ready to and not before!!
And where the FUCK do you get the balls to TELL ME that I need to get over it already because
"he didn't love you.."
HOLY SHIT!! ARE YOUR FUCKING KIDDING ME??
How in Gods name do you even let that come out of your mouth??
You don't think I know that!!
You don't think that's the main reason I finally decided to break up with him!!
How Dare YOU!!!!
I really don't understand men anymore...
When I say I need time, I NEED TIME...
It's not rocket science people...I don't say one thing and mean another...I'm pretty straight forward about things when I'm able to talk about it...
So if I say I need time, then either you be a friend and give me that time or walk the fuck away...
If and when I'm ready to pursue a relationship with you, I'll let you know...
If your still single then great, if not, so be it...but I'm not gonna rush into something like some fucking insecure bimbo who can't stand on her own two feet for more then five minuets.
I've been single before and it's no skin off my noes...
Sure I have a libido to rival any man, but guess what, technology is a wonderful thing....
Fucking ASSHOLES!!!
